It's always draining losing someone. My grandma passed away today at 11:40 am. Her birthday was on New Year's. She died two days after her birthday. I wasn't even there for her birthday. My grandma and I aren't close or anything, but why am I so heartbroken? My whole family is in mourning. We didn't expect to lose her so soon. Haven't gotten to funeral arrangements yet either. God, are you with her now? How is she? Is she happy and content? I like to believe she is.
To get me through today, my boyfriend was there to comfort me. I know he had things to do today, but he stayed even though I knew he didn't want to be there. But for me he did so anyways. I love him and appreciate him so much. If you're reading this I wanna let you know that YOU ARE WONDERFUL! THANK YOU SO MUCH!
Although I'm emotionally and physically drained right now, I gotta get up in about 5 hours to start winter quarter classes. How will I ever get through tomorrow? Please God also be with me. Give me strength and wisdom. I look to you first and always.
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